December....a last month for 2008

time passesd pretty fast.....
sigh**....can it dun go so fast?
hmm.....
a new month...a new job....

im so sad...so jealous...
someone might continue their degree...
someone might have better way to go....haixx....
why not me??...i wish to continue....but then....why seem like everything force to stop?

finally i watched the Quarantine....
haha...gosh..it makes me nervous all the time...
but it is fun to watch..i like it!!!!
....sigh***
i feel like watch "BOLT".....
but ...... i dun wan go alone la....
so bad...where my friends?
hmmm.....?
please GOD...send someone to me......

emo always...

i hate it...

i hate the xanga laa...so hard to log into...ish....makes me always delay to updated my blog...ishh....sigh**...

okies...

i have started my story liao...
first... KOSE n Me!!!

26th NOV 2008...
i was at metrojay midvalley KOSE department store being a partimer...wow...it was so suprise after i worked at there... that day was a pre sales...10a.m...
i saw a lot of people run into metro..
i just saw everyone BUY BUY BUY...
walau...metrojaya will offer a bag and towel for every purchase of RM300..
thats why everyone must achieve RM300 ....to get the free gift...
omg...who said recession?
how come they have so many money to purchase?
just buy a skin care also can spent RM1000 for it?


oh my oh my...but then thank you for every customer....
hehe..because of you guys i get to earn my commision...

ORIGINS and Me!!!...
haha...i change department store again...
next week i will strat work at ORIGINS laa...
erm....hope that i will have fun at there laa...
ern...add oil!!!....

result is release....
hehhe...im so happy....
the first time i get straight A's...
haha...(actually i just taken 3 subject)
but i still very happy today....
thank you my lecturer....

miss

missing someone...
missing something...
the feeling of missing...
the motive of missing....
it is so so so..hardly to bear with..
it have drive me crazy!!!..
i hate it....
i dun like it...
i wan escape from it...
i dun wan you...
i dun wan miss you...
please go away from my mind...
go away go away go away
i dun wan you always make me mad....
please go away....
dun make me sad anymore....
i dun wan be sad all the time.....

the day you went away

even this not a first time you went away, but dunnoe why i feel that we will be separate forever...my dear darling...the end of my course will it be the end of our story? i dun even wish it happen..but then is it me have this capacity to avoid it? i guess i have no much strength for it...

many times, i have try to give up, but i was failesd everytime i think it, you will be very lovely, and will have to hard feeling to let you go..my dear darling....wont you walk away from me?

or is me walk away from you?...i was so lost..i have no idea is it i should give up this relationship with the problem havent appear, or it might be appear in future?..i dunnoe what should i do,nobody can help me,....

i still remember i have asked someone before, but then she told me, nothing is impossible, you cant control the fate, something happen might have a reason, if you feel that your fate is so hard to get, it just because of something you done in past, it just a return for you, no worry, a brand new day will come to you one day, be strength and be bravo, bear with those bad thing, you will get what you actually have in life, being pleasure, being glad...be good to everyone....

my dear darling, lets do our best, i hope that both of us will have a great memories for our future, baby, thank you for spent the day with me, a best trip i never have before...

too much cook will spoil the soup

im wondering my future...
im so confuse...where is my direction?
keep on asked somebody to give me opinion..
but then..today have someone told me that
'TOO MANY COOKS SPOIL THE SOUP'
hmm....
she said: too many opinion will make me more confuse, just follow what actually in my heart...ern!!!
i agreed with it..but then...
hehe..im still wondering..haihzz...

add oil ya..i guess i might get to be success!!

just for fun

i have no idea ...
just feel that this blog is nicer...
thats why i create one again...