Tuesday, August 31, 2010

boring =(

i felt so boring ..
yet im lazy to work..

30th Aug ..
watched stp 3..the movie is cool !
the beat ..the move ...is just awesome ~
its reminds me when i was in high school ~
i use to move like that also ~
the performance for every school event ~
i feel pround for it ~ lolx. .even its just a lil sweet move =)
then dinner with branch of friends ..chilling at wings..
after all came to my house and play mahjong ...*i dunnoe how to play * ><
i just can sit there n look at them, then chit chat with others ...
sometimes i do think..
what is friendship be? ...curious ..but i get nothing from the question..
the only things i know ~
IM IN LOVE WITH MY BEST FRIENDS ...
yes ! really in love..
thats why i will feel hurt ...when somethings happened ~
because I CARE dearies... xoxo..

31st i splet till 12.45pm only wake up..
exhausted because of last night ...
i almost 20hours never sleep..hehe..yet..i slept too much =)
hanging at home ....watch drama...
just like a snake >< ....

im so boring la...
no mood to work at all..what i can do to motivate myself?
i dun like this kind of dead feelings ><
but what to do ? im just ..........so bored !!!
anything interesting ?
to colour up my boring day?
...
.....
........

speechless ..
i think i should need a blackie ~
since the mood is so bad =)

Sunday, August 29, 2010

找寻快乐之旅

27/8/10
海鲜大餐!
嘉慧突发奇想要吃螃蟹。。
我很喜欢这个海鲜之旅。。
开开心心的。。
在车上讲讲讲讲。。。
笑笑笑笑。。。哈哈哈。。
很舒服。。
虽然我对海鲜敏感。。。
可是。。真得很好吃啦!
吃了以后。。。痒痒的。。
。。
海边的海风。。
很舒服。。很自由!
可惜的时退潮了。。
不能触摸到海水。。
不然会更完美。。

28/8/10
一日游。。
我考虑了超久。。
会开心吗?
会难过吗?
会心痛吗?
最后。。我要再去一趟。。
怡保。。我又再来了。。
妈妈。。不停的问。。去怡保做什么?和谁去?
呃。。妈妈想多了。。嘻嘻。。
跑跑东。。跑跑西。。吃吃小食。。
满足感多多。。
经过某些地段。。会有莫名的想念。。
我也会和朋友述说他对我说过的话。。
可是。。没影响我情绪。。
到了买椰子布丁。。那一刻。。心隐隐作痛。。
可是。。还不错的旅程!
回家的路上。。
不知觉得望窗外看。。竟然发现天空铺满星星。。
闪闪的发亮。。
突然让我的心情大大提高。。
我的嘴角不知觉得上扬。。
有一颗特别的明亮。。
我看着它。。感觉到它好像对我说:不怕,我在!
哈哈哈。。。城市的天空。。不可能看得见。。
星光,让我的怡保之旅画上完美的句点。。

29/08/10
轻松星期天!
由于昨天的疲惫。。
让我睡了12个小时。。
头都痛了。。
发了一个美梦。。
起床后。。又有个开心的假日!
和朋友喝喝星巴克。。赞!
在giza溜达。。讲着投资大计。。哈哈。。
可是没有钱。。头痛就有啦。。
再来一个晚餐!
经过一个宠物店。。
里头有个超级巨大的狗狗。。
我很喜欢它。。它很温驯!
摸着它的头。。它慢慢地睡着。。
它的头比我的还大。。
可是他的内心可是很温和的哦!
又谈谈谈谈。。。
酱又一天啦。。

幸福。。一直都在。。
只是少了一个人。。
不过。。那不重要。。
因为。。我还是我。
我还是那快乐的我。。

嘻嘻。。朋友说:你今天讲的话。。很有趣!这样不错啊。。不要酱安静啦。。你也会说话啊。。嘻嘻。。偷偷告诉你。。不是每个人都可以看到我话多的一面。。除了。。我要说话的人。。我最讨厌想话题。。
如果我对你多话。。那就代表你让我很自在+舒服!

快乐假期。。
快乐延续。。
开心大过天!。。。

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

人在做天在看

天上的你,
你看着我吗?。。嘻嘻。。
昨晚听了你说的劝告。。
还没有时间消化。。
让我把你说的记下来。。
好让我以后能看看。。

压力是自找的。。
不要寻根究底。。
事情不是着重于发生的根本。。
试着从最表面的问题开始解决,
就像一个圆筒。。
你从上看。。是圆的。。
你从旁看。。是方的。。
谁的答案都对。。
世上没有十全十美的事情。。
就像我对你说的话也未必是十全十美的。。
但最少你能从最表面那一层开始改变,
别人会看到你的改变,而不是你不做任何改变。。
根。。不是你要想的东西!
不要在意你做得好不好。。
有时不是你不对。。
只是不同人的做法,所以变成别人接受不到。。
可是,你也不一定对完,吸取别人经验。。把它变成智慧!
不要太执著,这样你会很辛苦,压力会很大的。。
试着跳出框框, 不然你的圈子会越来越集中。。
记住:先有成就后有成功!
何谓成就?当你做完某种事情时,
得到别人的感激,听到别人对你说谢谢那就是成就,
不要想别人的赞赏,那是奢侈的。。
记住:没有人永远都对的。。

放松你自己。。
把心打开。。
不要邹眉头。。

你现在有50。。不要怕。。不要觉得自己没有用!
就拿着50一起跑。。慢慢的。。就会增加了。。
智慧是经验的累积!
我不要失败是成功之母
我要成就是成功之母
如你真得觉得不舒服。。
找个会聆听的耳朵。。
把怨气散发。。嘻嘻。。
不要在发泄在部落格了啦!
都没有声音,你那来发泄?
说出来!。。。。

呃, 我找到耳朵时,就会有嘴巴。。嘻嘻。。
嘻嘻。。神经失调。。
慢慢调回来啊。。
努力中~

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

遺憾的美麗

如果人生是一趟漫長旅行走了幾萬公里

遇見最愛的你

愛情就像兩個人的接力

我們都努力 讓幸福延續

後來我們各自追求風景

面對分離課題

我學會了開心

多慶幸當初沒有錯過你

當我寂寞時 也沉迷回憶

你的愛就像彩虹 劃過天際不能永遠收集

也驚歎那遺憾的美麗

誰說分手一定是悲劇

時光倒轉

我還是要愛你

要不是你 帶我走出恐懼

我沒有再愛的勇氣

你的好就像一首 老歌旋律

聽過多少歌曲 也單戀那最初的熟悉

有些感動沒人能接續

重新選擇我還是要愛你

給我快樂多過於傷心

都很清晰

。。。。。

你对我说的遗憾美。。。

是否能再让我寻找到另一个感动?

我爱你。。你不爱我。。所以你走了。。

他爱我。。我不爱他。。所以我走了。。

爱我的他。。我爱的他。。何时才会出现?

好让我不再留恋在你给的回忆里。。

this is the song i sang to you....the 1st day we belong together..

So many nights I sit by my window

Waiting for someone to sing me his song

So many dreams

I kept deep inside me

Alone in the dark but now

You've come along

And you light up my life

You give me hope

To carry on

You light up my day

sand fill my nights with song

Rollin' at sea, adrift on the water

Could it be finally I'm turning for home?

Finally, a chance to say hey,I love you

Never again to be all alone

Cause youYou light up my life

You give me hope

To carry on

You light up my days

And fill my nights with song

It's can't be wrong

When it feels so right'

为什么?

担心。。
忧虑。。
没事的。。。
身体健康!
。。

那天妈妈说两个月后舅公,一家人要搬家了。。
她说, 银行要收回那间大屋。。
我从小在那庆祝生日的大屋。。
我每天放学后在打羽球,骑轿车的大屋。。
陪着我长大的大屋。。
要被收回!!都是那爱出风头的!烂赌的表叔
舅公从16岁开始工作到现在70++岁了。。
从大屋。。到现在要他委屈在800尺小房子。。
欠下的债。。真得不懂有多少。。
能让家财万贯的。。突然变成这样。。
一向受人尊敬的舅公。。要如何承受被人指指点点的画面。。
更不能想象。。一向得势不饶人的舅婆。。
我的心很痛。。眼看着那大屋要被收回。。
要被贱卖。。我突然很想买下这屋子。。
但我没有这个能力。。800千。。一个充满回忆的大屋。。
就只是800千就能保留。。可是我没有。。
我家人也没有。。
我懂爸爸的心又在埋怨。。
他和舅公从小玩到大。。
感情如同兄弟。。表叔。。我爸很照顾他们。。很想他们变好。。
可是慈母多败儿。。都怪舅婆太爱孩子了。。
纵容了一个让他们倾家荡产的儿子。。
可怜的不只是两老。。
还有他那对宝贝儿女。。
是能照顾他们??爸爸跑了。。妈妈不常在家。。
13岁的女孩。。能如何面对这样的事?
她曾对我说:我很羡慕别人有姐姐。。你做我的姐姐好吗?
我的泪快崩出来。。她能如何承受这样的痛?

钱=魔鬼!
钱=天使!

为什么。。最近那么多事情?
是我的长大了。。懂事了?
所以烦恼一个接一个?
要我学会
疼痛?
失去?
失望?
从你离开。。
到大伯的离世。。
再到舅公的破产。。
我的心真得很酸。。很痛!




聊天

有多久我们没聊天了?

我很想和你再聊聊天。。。

可以吗?

Sunday, August 22, 2010

55!W

pillow talked from 10pm to 1.30am..
funny betul...sharing alot of things
remind me a lot of thingy ..
but everythings i mentioned still relater about you...

sunday morning once i woke up..
sitting infront of the table..looking at the picture..
connect..connect ..
connect to the day you not yet belong to me...
you said you are bored in hostel..no friends with you (impossible)..
you asked can you come my house...
i just said ok..you come along with xm..
2 of us in my room..chit chatting ..captured pic...silly moment..
i smile infront of the pic...

then go out shopping..lunchie dinner ~happily !
but then i saw nic given xm suprise..
im just so jealous ~ n the feel i hide in my heart was so strong !
tears roilling in my eyes...
im just simply tahan the tears..yet i got insomia !!

but im not thinking about you..
im thinking for my future ~ a brighter future that should have...
scarific my free time ...and earn more money?
or just remain the same?
again ~ my weakness..scare of changing !!
what to do??

i feel to sream out loud !!

Saturday, August 21, 2010

lost control...

yes !!! im missing you ..
officially missing you..once i woke up..
im pressing my hp...looking for songs to listen...
tot want to find some song to cheer my day..
but ....automatically ...
i go in the folder ..a private folder..
a memorable folder ...
listening to a familiar sounds ...i smile ...

after all ..i shout out loud :SHIT!!
i did something wrong =( i should not open this folder .
im controlling myself so hard ..
but i know ..
as much i controlled ..the more i miss you..
just like ...when ppl ask you dun think of elephant ..
but whats in your mind?? ...elephant right?

i know this really torturing ...
but i have no choice ...
just miss you ...i know ...will be better after all ...
will be =)

i have ton of things wanna share with you..
i have ton of feelings wanna to tell you..
how lucky that you found someone that can share everything with you
unfortunely i dun have ...
nope ..should be ..i havent meet the person yet ..

sometimes i do think about ..why?
why im the one in pain..
why i have to take so long to recover..
even now still trying hard to let go ..
again ..im looking at the mirror n said ..
this is you ...
once you love....you will love it forever ..
maybe just changing the way of loving =)...

smile ...n say cheese ....

Friday, August 20, 2010

sad news

what i can do??
im looking at my colleagues
she got the doctor's called ..
her mom confirm is cancer ..have to remove n chemotheraphy
is torturing ...is pain ....
i dunnoe what i can do to comfort her
only can ask her ..be strong !
but i know its really hard
if you know someone will drop into suffer situation ~

what i can do?
im so sad n heart pain when look at her ....
i know she tahan the tear ..
she told me ..she cried everytime when she's alone !
im ...

beside comfort her by word ..
i have nothing can help...
may GOD really bless her mom !!

Thursday, August 19, 2010

today will be a good day?

what do you think??
once i woke up..im dead lazy ..(everyday also lazy de la)
hehe ...im thinking ..will today be a good day for me?

yet...feel abit sad in the morning..
im reading one of my friend's blog..even that is old time story..but then...i just feel...we are sad ...(old time story la..now ..no idea =))

after all, my colleagues reached office, usually she will be very semangat n talk looud..but today she nvr..she just smile ...i felt she giving a fake smile to me..i asked what happened..she told me, her mom might got cancer, she bring her mom for medical check up yesterday...she feel so worry n sad..why this happened on her mom, she heard her mom junk but she cant do anything..and have no others choice...chemo or remove? ....she cried silently in the office..im just tried my best to comfort her..i told her she have to stay strong ..cant fed up...she have to encourage her mom ...yet she said she is hard to do so...
yea..really sad to hear so..im just try my best to comfort her ....
GOD bless your mom !

i watched EXPANDABLE last night
cool movie...this is what a real man called !
but i know its wont happen in real life ~
is too ridiculous la ..haha..
but ....is really hero la ~

oh yea..friends mom told me that 20th Aug will be a bad day,
predict by some 'sifu'??
what do you think ...should i stay at home ??
have i believe on this ?
how ????
weekends la ...
let see ...

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

18/08/10

hmm...what should i talk about today?

okiex..from saturday:14/08/10
challenge failed ! '
im not managed to climb the mountain,
i feel so dizzy n hard to breath after 20min?
i rest...and i tried to walk further ...
but dizzy come again....
i saw alot bling bling infront of my eyes...
i cant force myself, so ..turn back ..
im just worry if i keep going ..faint on half way ..
haha ..so go down..n see the sun raise at the starting point..
caputred session with babe...
laughing there...
still happily ...

then go shopping with jh n xm
sg wang - 1year ++ never step into the place =)
i grabbed 4 shirt / dress + 1 high heel + accessories !! = RM150
cool? so cheap....im extremely satisfied !

+ while im shopping around, just so happy =)
n i nvr think of the past..
until something remind me...
and i smile..and mind flash back the scene that im crying while im shopping
i sympathaze myself..my heart just so pain when i saw how sad n hurt on that day ..
the thingy in mind is the sad face of myself..but not the last meet up with you..

sunday: 15/08/10
stayed at home?
consider as bah..
im just went with sis ...go temple and bought something for twins...lunchie...
then go home....and yc with friends at night ...
10.30 depart from sunway
11.30 reached home !!!!
1 hour stucked at LDP ..wth ! i really dunnoe what happened on that day ..
makes me exhausted after reached home !

looking at kino..im just so guilty ..so sorry.. i have been long time din bring you jogging...play with you ...feed you snack..hugging you to watch TV..comb your fur..T^T...feel so sad when you jumping around when im home..but im just so tired ..just touch your head n say good night ...sorry kino..i still love you..but i really no time to accompany you....yet , i know you getting old....i will try my best to accompany you....

monday: 16/08/10
HAPPY BIRTHDAY To Tang Hui Fang !!
love you ya ...
went TAO for buffet dinner ~ super nice !!
yet ..heavy rain..traffic jammed..
makes me hunger extremely ..
once i reached the restaurant ...throw hand bag aside..
started to eat 8.30pm -10.30 hehehe ....
satisfied !! leng ! super full !!!
happy happy =)

Tuesday: 17/08/10
just nothing,,,
no date.. go home after work
feel so relax ...had mama cooking meal ~ leng !!
makan with my grandma..im not good enough to show how much i care, i dunno how to talked with you, sometimes i do feel annoying when you talked to me, but ...i still care about you, i know you love to eat grape, i bought ..but i nvr ask you to eat..but i hope that you will know thats for you..really for you ...im not close with because we nvr stay together until few years pass you only stay with us ...thats why we have gap ! im rude..but i respect you..i dun like the way you act..but i know you need concern from us...but ..you still my grandma..and we love you..so dun need to act any...just be normal...

looking at my vin n vee...eventhough both of them is annoying ..
but i love them...mei mei already know how to said: 姑姑! 爱你!..
sweet? ..yea..i still rmb the fullmoon party ...wow ..time flies =)

Wednesday: 18/08/10
yea..i still think of you everytime when i wake up..
the first thing in my mind..
but it doesnt mean any, because only starting for a day,
after all...you are not in my mind...maybe =)

hehe ..i have to cabuts earlier ~ no matter how
5.30 sharp !
shut down !

movie movie ..with only 10bucks ! hahaha
how coould i do this?
please withdraw lazy dump dump !! ><

Monday, August 16, 2010

S.H.E - 两个人的荒岛 MV (w/ eng tran.)

突然很喜欢的一首歌。。

期待着。。

属于我的。。‘两个人的荒岛’。。。

匆忙的时间。。

时间很勤劳。。
它没有一刻停下来。。
不停的往前跑。。
我们却不停的在后头追。。
我们累了。。停了。。
它却没有回头望。。
没有想过歇一会儿。。好让我们轻松些。。
时间是我们的朋友。。
它能让以前疼痛的回忆慢慢被淡忘。。
时间更是我们的敌人!
它让我们越陷越深。。无法自拔!!

时间:
你现在是敌是友?

昨天,和朋友聊天。。
她说了一大堆的话。。
我只能傻傻的笑。。
我没把心封锁。。
不是我不要找另一个。。
更不是还在怀念从前。。
我。。只是累了。。
不想再追寻什么。。
只想简简单单的快乐。。
可能有时会有莫名奇妙的孤单
莫名其妙的悲伤
莫名其妙的心痛
可是,就只是一下下。。
这是正常的嘛。。。

我没有装快乐。。
我笑是因为我真得开心。。
我不会和陌生人聊天
不要教我说些有的没的
我会觉得很假!哈哈哈。。
虽然这都是开场白。。但。。。我还是接受不到咯!

谢谢你的关怀。。
谢谢你的劝告。。
我还是很被动。。
我还是相信缘。。
就让缘份自来。。
我会静静的等。。
等待我的fairytale =)

突然想起那宝蓝色的天空。。
在傍晚的7-8点。。
一颗耀眼的星星。。
一个半弯的月亮。。
一片宝蓝色的天空。。
这样的现象。。只会出现5分钟。。
我就站在路边,望着天空5分钟。。
很美。。很温暖! 。。

Friday, August 13, 2010

Black Flyday 13th

friday the 13th ...
a scary movie we watched ..dont you remember ??

yet !! i got a happy friday ..
manager went out for whole day,
im working without stress =)

chit chating with friends on msn
she suddenly mentioned about your name
'yew' ...my heart is just attacted by pain !
wow ..i felt wth ..why still ache ! ...
okiex..i just tried to ignored it after all....
let it be numb ! no way to affect me !! NO WAY !

hmm...
4am..might going to hunt the mountain ...
feel so nervous la ..
im scare of height ! what can i do later? ignore the height n climb only?
im not torturing myself..but trying to overcome somethings
i like the feelings when i have overcome the fear !!!
=)

i have nothing much to talk about today ..
just peace ...
and headache is being with me 2 days ady..
i know i might cute for you, but i really dun like you la ..
so please go away from me !! i hate headache !!!

yet an extreme challenges is waiting for me ...
god bless me =)
and show me the bright and warm sunrise !!

im waiting 101010 ..
haha..babe ..what do you think? lolx ~

Thursday, August 12, 2010

time flies

oh my oh my....
half of Aug have GONE !!!!

can time slows down??
*when you are around * hahaha ....
....just nonsense ...

hmm...meteor shower?
谁能陪我去看流星雨?
今晚。。4.00pm -5.30 am
哈哈哈。。睡觉会更好??

im keep looking at my titusie..
im not rushing, yet im not looking at the time...
im just simply in love with my titusie ....
happily ....

-------------------------------------------

okiex, time flies ...it seems like end of the 2010 ..
look back to previous 8 months ..
what i have did?
seems like nothing ..haha...
how sad to know this...im just empty ...

Inception !!
the thingy we feel ..doesnt real...
i tot im ok..
but ..
my heart still beating fast n ache when saw something ..
its not a good sigh ..and i hate this !
when only i can feel nothing when see anything?
no missing no memories ..when?
yet ..im not emo today ..no worry ..
im just thinking how come i can be so care of him...

erm..but maybe this is my character ...
i kept alot of old stuff in my room ..
even SPM question paper ...hahaha ~
terrible@@

yet ..
this is me !
the one and only in the world
enixx yen ..=)

LOVE YA ^3^




Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Inception !

i dun wan talk about it..
how you broken my heart ..
this song is repeatly singing in my heart ...

last night ..
i dream about you..
i hate the way you look at me !!!
even just a dream...
i feel the pain ...
the way you look at me...is just so suck !

how real is the dream
i still can remember every word that happened in the dream
looking in your eyes..i feel the cold...
its straightly chop into my heart !
i feel so down,
i asked myself not to think about it..

its just a dream..
but ...I CANT!!

日有所思。。夜有所梦?
昨天的我。。并没有想你。。
为什么你在我梦里?
那冷漠的眼神。。
还在我脑海里回荡着。。
多么真实的梦。。

just ....
dun talk about it ..=)

Sunday, August 8, 2010

tears sunday

080810

有缘相聚 又何必常相欺
到无缘时分离 又何必常相忆
我心里有的 只是一个你
你心里没有我 又何必在一起
今天说要忘了你
明天却又想起你
念你,念你在梦里
问此情何时已

the tears is just keep dropping
from the moment i woke up
until before i sleep ...
i dunnoe what happened on me..
tears is keep on dropping
EVERY MINUTE!!
080810 ..is just sad, my sunday is full with tears ...
maybe im missing him, missing the old time story ...
maybe ..only maybe ....

在那么有限的生命中
能被所爱的人深深爱过
或许不该再奢求再怨什么
世上的遗憾本来就很多 *
在艰难的说了再见后
你真的不该再紧紧抱我
刚才还能体谅的放开你的手
不代表我就够坚强洒脱
我们曾有过一次幸福的机会
当玫瑰和诺言还没枯萎
别说抱歉
我不后悔 曾经逆风和你一起飞
我们曾有过一次幸福的机会
似乎就要拥有 爱的完美
你说别哭 我说不哭
然后我们都流下了眼泪..

im the only one in pain...
nothing much..
keep on trying on my best ..=)

Friday, August 6, 2010

flyday =)

wow ..time flies =)
1 week passed...
what busy week...
keep on eating ...celebrating ...from 1st until today ..
will i gain weight? haha .....please dun ! !

yet...yesterday sm come n find me after dinner..
sounds a bit bit sad ...
i dunnoe how to comfort her...just talked nonsense
and acc her passed the last hour of 05082010 ..

PLEASE BEAR IN MIND:
you are not the one who stayed in his heart anymore...you ..just a passenger...not that mean for him, so..please dun cry, dun think, dun let him affect your single emotion !!! NO WAY!!
no matter what happened ..just smile...
is not worth anymore....dun be stupid bah .... *for you n myself*

is time to give up..
dun even need any friendship with him
because he dun care...then why you care?
stop hurting yourself ...

lalalala ....=)

in addition,
honeyweek is gone...
monday...will drop back to my stress cage...
sad ....i dun like this feelings
have anyone can give a light n guide me ..
which path to go...i dun wish to keep wasting my time...
i need a bright future ....

LOVE IS LIKE AN INCEPTION...
BECAUSE ...
YOU THINK YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT IS JUST HAPPENED WITH YOUR FEELINGS
BUT ..
YOU ARE NEVER SURE ....

so ....
let it be ...
im tired on this path...
im searching a turning point =)
GOD..can you hear me?
if YES, please guide me ......

Thursday, August 5, 2010

best wishes !! hehe


wishes will never be ended ..until today 050810..i still got the bday wishes from Suki...hmm....make me miss her more n more....ishh !! i wan go ipoh !



Mr. Siew Kit Kuan will getting the best award..because time management is darn good 11.59pm on 030810 ....cool....but he is not the last person .....



babe: this is yours...a 有血有泪有汗的生日。。靓!


primary..secondary..college classmate..that not really 'sok' but still wishing me....how cool is it? lolx...


my MIA ar gor ...only will appeared on Aug..cool lo..Mr. Jeric..and a childhood ar gor..my dad's 'kai zai' ..joseph gor...because of fb..we get back contact...nice ^^b


i miss MC chin n her gang so muchie ....ah si..suki...when only we can meet??? sobx..



the most creative...cool...dunnoe what langues at all ><


tada!!!
is cool...i love bday..haha..i can feel the pamper ...
im celebrating my bday continously from 1-4th aug...
omgosh !!
pamper is the best !!
i love the way you guys pamper me !!
i love the wat we love !!
yet..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RACHEL TAN !!
hmm..im not able to attend your dinner..im sorry..
but you know i love you right?
say cheese ...
*imhungry =(

























Wednesday, August 4, 2010

03/08/10

the day ...
a superb awesome day =)

zanmai shusi..
the effort !! i love you all

i cant imagine how you guys going to ready this,
i just feel so 幸福!!! 

a LOVE that couldnt explain by word ...
im just feel that ..

do i deserve it ???
everyone is finding the time to captured the video
even the ar fei far from uk !!! omgosh !!
im just sooooooooooooooo f**king touched !!

i cant stop my tear ...
8ggals ..really awesome !!

im just so lucky to have you all..
im glad to know you all...

my bday is fullfill by the LOVE !!
this is the magic from you all

lian:外柔内刚? 外刚内柔?
jun: 我挺你!
kelly:醒了啦。。
rachel:能医不自医。。
anne: 13 years?? omgosh !
hf:酱。。酱。。酱。。。。。。。
eugene:那一个下雨的夜晚(屁啦!!)
xm: 晤史讲也!
kam(ar fei):牛姐。。(秘密)
slyan: 只要你需要我。。我一定出来(大姐风范)
ar whet: (我忘了你唱什么歌,但谢谢)
jie n heng: 超级搞笑。。想念中学时期啦!
jh: (i know you busy till shit also no time, but i still got a DIY card, love it !)

一切一切的爱与关怀。。
我都深深体会到。。
你们给我的爱。。
只为了我能开心。。真心地笑着度过每一天!
不能说:朋友的成分就是不同。。
但我也不懂为什么。。
我得开心让我很心虚。。
我总在想:我陪拥有这样的幸福吗?

可能。。我害怕幸福。。
因为我在最幸福的时候掉入深渊。。
不过。。我相信!
我也因幸福而重生!

花接受调零。。
风接受追寻。。
我接受你的决定。。

我很乐观。。
真的! 我一直都用平常心看待一切。。

谢谢你们。。
im not a princess,
but im 8ggals !!

LOVE YOU ALL deep and truly, madly !

Sunday, August 1, 2010

love one

01/08/2010

a blast bday party ever !!

it is hard to descripe by word ..
i just said that i have a lot of love in this party ..
my dearest family ..
my dearest jimuis ...
what i can said ..im just so in love

IM LUCKY BECAUSE IM IN LOVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND !!

..8ggals..
i have to thanks kelly, scarific the 300 to attend..
i have to thanks jiahui, cut her finger because of cutting the watermelon (sam tong)
i have to thanks joanne, willing to find out my place and attend =)
i have to thanks lian, even having sick still attended ..xoxo
i have to thanks ps, junjun, xm, sm, hf, fw, miko...willing to attend this simple steamboat party ..

..parent..
i just can said .. I LOVE YOU ALL ..

the funniest, enjoyable bday party i got !!
i cant stop laughing whole day long ...
im playing around ..with tikam? stupid game that teach by fw..
love .. really love it

* a morning call from another part of earth ..ar kam !! is suprised ~ im just so happy ..even just for 4 word ..thanks a lot la wei ...buddy !! mm sai gong yeh !!

*cry ..cant change anything in fact..even missing the day and the song you sang to me..its just a recorded on my phone, nothing much...cry out loud ..and laugh out loud after all...imy ...the one who be with me..but not the one who was walk away from me ....cheers ...=)
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im stress,
manager face is black..
i have no mood on working because of her face..
what i can do? im just keep wondering here,
how im going to release this kind of stress?

*sick on stress*