no idea on the title .. im just sooooooooo curious on something happened to me last few days ago.. its dragged me to insomia gao gao ... i saw my panda eyes, and sweet eyes pack !! OMG !!!! i cant believed this .. but i still glad this happened ..haha .. such a complicated tot im having now .. im not choosy .. im not picky.. just the timing is wrong ..=( what i can do ... let me slowly think about it .. and i know .... i lost the chances ....
when the moment both of them said: I do ! walao eh ..my heart feel 'geli geli' ...its melt !!
just feel that superb happiness is come over to them !
+ this song ! i just feel like im extremly exiciting !
i dunno how to explain ..just ...im glad !haha ..sobx **
engagement + k room + mahjong + dinner ...13 hours ++ we spent together, the jouful, excitement..and the laughther...crazier...everything is in my mind..i just feel so lovely ! makes me cant sleep at night ! eyes roilling until 12am ++ 8ggals always so in love !haha ...
some ppl might said engagement as
: sign away your life ! ...sounds so pity ..but i feel my dearie slyan face is
: SIGN FOR MY LIFE ...from 2005 until end of her life !....
babe...wish you all the best and happily ever after !
**********
i tot i will be exhausted ..because of insomia and the crazier thingy that i did with my jimuis but ..i NVR..its sounds miracle huh ...lolx ...semangat on work ni ! ...
waiting the clock show on 5.30pm..go back my sweet home n have my lovely BBQ mid autum festival ! slurps....im just so hungry now...yet ..i gained weight !! 44kg!! imposible ! i cant believe that ..i cant accept that ..i wan diet ..haha ....1 kg lesser ok? ...43kg is the prefer weight ! for my point of view la...
when is my turn to sign for my life? ..haha....dun even got any admire but think of marriage ! stupid !...waiting ..my most faithful prince =) ....ops ..sounds so desprate !! ..behave ! ....
i dun even realized until i blog... and typed on the date .. wow ..another 1 year ago... how about your leg? is that ok after 2 years? i hope its not longer pain, take care .... *skip* .. happy mode trun on ! why? ..my dearie pek suan is finally going to engage !! ganjiong ...lolx .. i feel the happiness ...i feel everything i felt ~ lolx. ....i hope happiness will be with you forever ... 明天去天后宫。。顺便求个姻缘签！ 哈哈。。 emo一番。。 时常一个人是寂寞。。 有时一个人是享受。。 我。。是时常还是有时呢？ 唉。。太多的时间，太少人的陪伴！ 懒洋洋的心态越来越严重了！ 那天。。 某人因担心另一半，担心的睡不着，偷流泪。。 我脑海里突然出现了这一句： 不用担心谁，也不用被谁管。。
last night was a good good night .. i slept at 2am i guess...because of learning on play mahjong ... its fun ..and i pick up fast ..lolx...
by the way i slept til 1pm today.. feel headache n tired ....
the dreams .. again ....what the dreams trying to tell? i just trying so hard to see you.. i run and run and run ... i hide ..i do my very best to see you.. but i got nothing .... after i give up...and you are here ... holding my hand ....what is this dreams means ? once i woke up..i keep thinking on this ....
and i wish i can stop this !!i dun wan to think about this nonsense any more .. i know ..it just a dreams.. no more expectation !! no way !! please .....
why shii? because im just think of i hav no new project to follow up.. yet the new project is come to me .. so ..dun blame next time ..you will regret ! but then this project is quite interesting =) lets check it out when im done .. early in the morning ... shit heavy rain =( i just keep hiding in my bed ...its just so warm i feel so good and not willing to wake up ...sobx ...but then i have no choice ..work work work ! why dun rain on yesterday wor =( torturing me !! hmph ... but luckily ...mood of working is quite good ..maybe because of the new project is quite interseting ...lolx ...hope i can make it done on time ! =) what happened on today? rain bring lazy mood to everyone ... trouble 1: lenovo new laptop is wrong model when delivered ..luckily i checked ~ make 1 1/2 hours only get to settle it.. phew .... trouble 2: where is the cleaner ??? almost 4pm ..i still cant see him ...called...oops i forgot ! haiyoo..gek sei me lo....please at least you come n clean up the dirty stuff in the dustbin...currently many liltle bugs flying around ...*annoying* trouble 3: IT support ...you said you come on 3.30pm...already 4pm la...wer are you?? on the way...what a long way huh ! trouble 4: water supplier ....how i come i ordered on wed ..today will tak sempat deliver..somemore wan me stay back n wait for your deliver...>< ...is this my fault?? haix ... hope all the trouble can be stop now ~ and all the late comer reach my office NOW !! i dunnoe how to explain la wei ....why everyone is late =( but im the one who punctual ... yes ! my model sample is out ! place on MV this 3 day ...tonight i will go there and check the album out =) shy shy .....will very very huge different?? i hope wont ...lolx .... yet ...even so many trouble around me ... but i still feel semangat ... maybe because of the dream...is sweet =) yes ....the sweet morning i had.. love it so much ... can dream come true? hehe ....
yea..obviously im curi tulang -ing ... suddenly have no appetied to eat=) looking at my snack..yarks ... haihx...what happened to me? stress come unpredictable... because dun hav new project for me to follow up? please la...follow up those pending work la >< .. lazy dump dump..i know even follow also the same result ..WAIT! i just feel like my chest got million ton of thingy I CANT BREATH!! honestly ...haihx what to do? tot can go for walk walk at malacca this weekends ... who know..the plan actually is not included me ... funny ! im not drop into you guys consideration.. changed plan without inform me..ishh! then what for ask me for this trip at first...yew! okiex...be gorgeous ! take a deep breath ! heal all the anger and SMILE ! enjoy your trip .....=) *just an expression..if you guys read this..please remind 'no hard feeling' .. Malaysia day..916...what to do on this day? i have no idea... movie? shopping? stay at home -rest? arhhh.....(is this cause the stress?) --funny! is it possible i can done my job with my planned? i hope i can be do so .. lazy worm ..dun attack me! i wan to heal all the pending work ! then i can be free and work without stress !! no more pending ~ then my life will be much more happier rather than day day wondering ...am i right? so ...what else ! work hard .....k?
tada ....a suprise party to my beloved xm ! from the last monday ...everything is planning with nic n myself... i took mc...sick also have to acc mr.nic go and buy present ! (how good i am) walked around the shopping mall..lolx we both just like doing bad thing behind xm, both also playing cheat with xm....BAD ! then went to lagoon night park, look for the nice place to propose our plan .... BUT !! mr.nic ...you missed out that night park is not open on sunday night la ! ishh ...makes me last minute change plan ...makes me sweating and run here and there to settle the suprise changing ! gosh ! rush like hell !.... bought cake n put at her house .. go pyramid and ready the table for them... all the way im alone ! yet ..besties ...i said 6pm de ma...why you all late =( makes me pik cik again ! 'fire' almost come out from my head ! hahahha .....have to force nic to hold ..dun let her go home n eat ! after all, 7.00pm ..suprise? we are here ...=) i saw your rolling tears...lolx...everyone got an excuse for not to attend your invitation, yet everyone is planning so hard to attend your bday dinner =) thai thai is just nice ! slurps ! tom yam gong ! mango sticky rice.....pandan chicken ~ *heart* 2nd... chao after dinner =) yet, we all hide at her house play ground .. ready the candle ....cake ..everything is just well ready .. and wait for her steo in the play ground .. but ..she is waiting her sis at pyramid ! we all waiting till get dancing wit mosqito.. hot and tired ..hiding behind the tree.... again ~ the suprise for you and my beloved babe ... jun , you are so blur ...you nvr suspect thats for you? anyway ...i love you both dearies .. all my effort ..running here and there .. sweating and time spent ... its just simple tot : I LOVE YOU .... and wish you both ... A VERY HAPPY 22TH BDAY !....with yours beloved ...stay sweet n happy ever after =) *finally the bday video is with me ! i viewed it again n again , even my ar sou also tears dropping.....hahaha....see ! you guys is just awesome ! thats why i love you all ..muacx !
went gathering last night at kimgary .... funny night ..i dunno what happened on me .. i have no appetide to eat..i cant finish my food =( even maggie mee also ate half...i dun waste my lovely food la ! please la......gastric ...dun so emo ! dun play with me ... * feel like wan to vomit ....sobx!! happy gathering with my jimuis! love them alot .... yet ..abit up set la ...=( holiday at home.. home sweet home .. abit bored la....yes ! im not outgoing..im rejected ppl....blek ! i hate entertain someone i dun wan to entertain ....lolx.. if there are some others .. might be diff story ...lolx what to do this weekends ... ngek ngek ngek ... wait n see ..dearies ....muacxx !
lolx..im going to have my long weekends ...exhauste again ~ i sure ! forgotten i have been how long never sleep as much as i can .. continuosly for 2 weeks ...even holiday also need to wake up early ... im just so tired ! eyes half closing now ... later have jimuis gathering ..then ..what else ...sure yc de loo.. i dun think that i can go home earlier =) and im not wish to !
im waiting my trip .. malacca...cameron highland?/sg? (where to go with you)...penang ...sabah....... hehhe...im coming ! cant wait for it !!
im keep looking at my titusie ~ lolx time pass faster can??
p/s: im getting sorethroat whole week ade ! so hard for me to talk ~ =( always forgot to take medic, and ...like to eat spicy !fried thingy ! how to recover *pusing ing kepala * ....... ok la..even babe also scold me like this ..said that promise i promised to her is fake de....hahhaa...sorry la..but really suffer =( PADAN MUKA la ni ...
im thinking my kimgary dinner ....what to eat later? i wan yun yong badly ... may i ? =)
please please please .. my happy mode dun turn off !!
if im an angel .. i wish i could save 'you' ... release 'you' from pain.. release 'you' from sad.. bring 'you' to paradise ... laugh happily ever after .. but unfortunely .. i aint an angel.. the only things i can do .. LEARN ! learn to handle the pain learn to gain happy .. eg. bittersweet life...its depends on you wan bitter or sweetens it ! chit chat with diploma classmate just now.. she said i tot i you got bf ade >< is it really so easy to fall on others? no idea... i talked on the phone with my buddy.. i would like to know ..what im in your heart? is this neccesary to introduce me on this way? im thinking..who doesnt know the relationship between u n me? is it im really so memorable? lolx ... your tone on phone ..is just so serious .. *expecting the coming up trip* im wishing that ... shhh.... =) i wan watch movie 1. avatar special version 2.residence evil 3.step up 3 3D 4.线人 what else ?? ....
okiex ~ the new month is mentioned about the lunar calender ~ finally ghost festival have passed !! no more scary scene ! hahaha ... but honestly ..i saw alot of accident ~ its makes me feel 'geli' ... im just simply worried about those ppl who driving + myself ~ lolx.....
yet ! i heard that you are here yesterday ~ my heart is numb ~ feel sad? im just silent.....
and i know ... silents is a biggers cry !
*hou pik cik ! wth ...is this my problem? ok ....come push to me ..i have nothing to say beside YES !!!!!! what to do? ARGGGGG ! fml !....oops my life is great ~ should be fmo !
dearie ...im just so happy when i received your call.. listened on your happy voice : i wan go for engagement laaaaa....... congratz....i love your happy voice =)
yet ..my heart ...my eyes tears roilling~ im emo last night ~ i dunnoe what happened ~ maybe stress on work.. maybe feel tired ~ maybe just maybe ....
my heart always says .. i need you... yet ...does my hearts telling the truth? i really no idea...
i feel happy when i saw my dearie in happiness im just so envy they can be so in love.. what else ? ... im just havent meet you yet ..=)
learn to be strong ! learn to be clever ! learning learning n learning ...
