you are the best things

you will never know why i treat you as the best thing to be mine
because i also cant find the answer xD ...
lol..just a feelings ...
i willing to let you stay in the corner of my heart..

asked : why ?

you have to ask the god...=)
maybe god know the answer...

god arrange that we meet each other
god brings the feeling from you to me
god asked me to enjoy the smile that you brings..
god teached me to be patient on this
yet god challenging me....
because the god have bring you away
and god tell me that..
im not the one who deserve the smile that you brings..
but some others..

but you still the sunshine
you still the best dreams ..
the prettier rainbow in my heart =)

美丽的梦

那晚的天气很冷
那晚的月亮很圆
那晚的一切很美
那晚的我很幸福！

虽然只是一场梦
可是却很完美
虽然很短暂
可是一辈子
虽然只差一点点。。
可是就是到达不了

这个梦很美，很甜
我还在不时地回想着
每一幕，和那温暖
每个笑容和点滴
都烙印在我的心里

这比彩虹还美丽的梦
将它好好珍藏。。

MAD !

i was so mad when i heard about this..
what a Doctor you are !!!
so unresponsible..
yes, she is on 4th stage, is hard to cure..
but you just like giving up on her n let wan her died faster..
you have NO way to be a doctor !!!

as hospi come n look for her,
he saw that she is hard breathing,
when hospi checked ,
the oxigen is over drop..
the moffien is over drop...
everything is over !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this will make her more n more suffer...
how you going to graduate n being a doctor in University Malaya Hospital??
goverment hospital??
no way for me to trust on goverment !

after hospi re arrange the volume..
she just so comfort..no bad temper on her..
she willing to eat...
and the love n patient on the hospi is really impressed !

saluted to the hospi, who was NGO member !
you deserved the respect ....
appreciated !!

do you still rmb?

remind me of you ...
gosh ...
such a long lost song...

imy =(

心结

一个解不开的心结

我有千百个原因拒绝所有的事
我能有千言万语对人说：不！
但却没有一个理由让我对你坦诚
连心里想一直想说的话都说不出。。

把我藏起来
请把我彻底的藏起来。。
我不想往外跑。。
我不想戴面具。。
我很懒惰应酬。。
原谅我的自闭！

嘻嘻。。
我开过的心，上了锁。。
很懒惰再打开。。
钥匙就让它躺在你手上吧。。
直到你愿意，我愿意的那天
=)

Critical Stage of Cancer =(

last year SEP ...
she went to surgery, removed the cancer cell..
this year JUNE
doctor have officially annouced..
cancer cell have spread to whole body..
yet she is in 4th critical stage...
as we known, cancer have 5th stage..=(

she asked why?
why she have to bear this suffer
why she being so good all the while,
but she need to have this kind of torturing?
why she have controlling the diet so much ..
but cancer still come back to her ...?

4th June 2011
she pain til cannot wake up..
ambulans brought her to hospital..

13th June 2011
she discharged from hospital
doc: please get ready, and prepare your emotion =(

may god bless her..

im not good in talking, comforting..
so i just keep silent..
im making wish, im pray hard ..
NOV is your wedding..i hope she able to attend this precious moment..
god.. please dun take her away before this date....
let her stay until the day come ...

*prayhard*

加油！

一些话
不懂该怎样倾诉。。
就简单的‘加油’。。
也说不出口。。
可是， 希望你能听见我在默默替你加油！
我懂你能的！


加油！

還是朋友

极限！！

不要再精神轰炸我！
你的出现会让我的笑容瞬间消失！
你所谓的坚持会让我觉得很烦恼！
你在一步一步地把我逼向悬崖~
我说得很清楚，
不要浪费时间！！！
我要的你永远都给不到我！！！！
那个无法形容得自在，舒服的归属感。。。
你没有！！！

喜欢一人不是自私的占有。。
不是要把他占据在身边才叫做拥有！
你要我开心，那请你停止你一切的行为！！！
我真的觉得快疯了！
不要再来打扰我的生活。。
每天都叫我自己不要发脾气！
你知不知道， 你每一天都在破坏我的好心情！
难到你没看见我的笑容在看见你的那刻全都没有了吗？
就算你真的能做到火星男
我也无福消受！！
谢谢你的错爱~

如果真的喜欢我的笑容
请你静静远远的欣赏。。
因为。。它会随着你的接近而消失。。
让我告诉你：失去其实才是拥有
你继续坚持，我敢向你保证，我们不会再是朋友！
你非得要把一切变成这样。。 随你！~

我的容忍量快满了！！。。