55!W

pillow talked from 10pm to 1.30am..
funny betul...sharing alot of things
remind me a lot of thingy ..
but everythings i mentioned still relater about you...

sunday morning once i woke up..
sitting infront of the table..looking at the picture..
connect..connect ..
connect to the day you not yet belong to me...
you said you are bored in hostel..no friends with you (impossible)..
you asked can you come my house...
i just said ok..you come along with xm..
2 of us in my room..chit chatting ..captured pic...silly moment..
i smile infront of the pic...

then go out shopping..lunchie dinner ~happily !
but then i saw nic given xm suprise..
im just so jealous ~ n the feel i hide in my heart was so strong !
tears roilling in my eyes...
im just simply tahan the tears..yet i got insomia !!

but im not thinking about you..
im thinking for my future ~ a brighter future that should have...
scarific my free time ...and earn more money?
or just remain the same?
again ~ my weakness..scare of changing !!
what to do??

i feel to sream out loud !!