half of 2009

tada..
today is 2rd of June 2009
and yet also the second day of my career's life...
let's we talk about my first day,
wake up pretty early and make up myself (no cosmetic)
blow my hair, changed my new clothes( bought it while shopping with him)...wear my high hell shoes (3 inch leh)
had my "mama's cooking" breakfast...*heart*
then my lovely brother force to wake up pretty early for pick his lovely younger sister to work (thank you la, promise will treat you eat after i get my salary)
no jammed? because of school holiday, so good......
ALLTECH BIOTECHNOLOGY
heard before? is a company that produce healthy feed for farm animal, like kentucky?hehe..this is a international company, HQ at US, but M'sia is just a small company only la, whole office not more then 10 person..hehe..kesian betul..
12.00pm have a sales meeting, first of all they may welcome ME to join the Asia Pacific Team... (clap handss)
hehe..then interviewed by all colleagues, asking question...answer...
after all, started the presentation by others, account?logistic? and events?..hehe..im taking minutes.*ganjiong*...guess what i have taken..-NOTHING- ..funny betul...fortunely my manager helping me to take it...
after 5.30..my boss Richard treat all of colleagues for dinner, at Sunway area BBQ Korean Food..tasty and nice...yummy!! very full lo...

and today...
no peoples here, all went to sales training ade...just 3 person here..hehe
that's why im so free to blog at here..haha
by the way. my laptop is getting sick...(viruses attact)..sad case...T.T
no photo to show up my OL looks...haha..be patient ya...will show someday...

tiredzz

i felt tired..on something...
i have try to do something and let myself feel better,
but then, i guess im failed, because...im feeling bad when it flash back..
the word is still remaining in my mind, i feel my heart is pain..
anywhere, i guess it was misunderstand between it..
i just wan to be happy..
if being alone is better..i will do..
i will really do..
hehe..i know..someone will said im -ve thinking again..
but is real..i assume being silent is much more better to voice out something,
that's really makes me hurt...i dun like to argue
i care everyone, everything...that was important to me..
honestly, im not really happy recently...
but nothing much i can do...
just try to be chill..
and find somewhere over the rainbow,
to get my wonderful world...
hehe....
lalala...
i still have someone who care me...
is already enough when i feel im not alone...

speechless

nothing much..
just feel sad with it...
already said i should keep my mouth shut..
this is what i have after voice out..
broke it...spoil it...
how long we have mantain?...
haha....whatever....
清风两袖，吊儿郎当最自由。。。
"honest"..this only what a real friend should be...
shii....silent after all...
dun meant to spoil it...

silent.........

有时该处于安静的状态，有时你以为你是其中一角，但事实并不如此。。
可能太过于依赖，相信，自以为。。。是我的错。。。
我一直以为有些事情是不会改变的。。
我不会说话。。
我不活泼。。
我不会关心。。
我不会独立。。
原谅我是这样的女孩。。
我只想要快乐，分享，不要变生疏。。不想被遗忘。。
有点难过。。。我竟带来那么多麻烦给大家。。
曾经何时在你们身边的是我。。
但从何时开此在你们身边的不再是我。。
但我希望我不会离得太远。。
当你们回头，张开手。。还看得见我，牵得到我的手。。

坚强

这两个字。。看似简单，但做起来从不是一件简单的事情。。

其实有时越是假装。。却越显出你的懦弱。。。

所以。。不要试着去做一些吃力不讨好的事情。。。

谁不想被保护。。谁不想勇敢。。

但能做到的又有多少？。。。

做自己，就算别人不认同。。其实只要自己认为对，值得的，不后悔的就已近足够了。。。

没有人可以准确地回答天多高，地多厚。。

东和西有多少距离。。。

你该拥有多少坚强，如何面对。。。

静下来。。问自己，心里深处是什么？。。没有答案的。。那就随心而走。。。不要勉强。。因为没人懂最准确的答案。。。

可能要学会放下，看轻。。会很难。。可能你会像小孩一样闹别拗。。

可是当流了一场泪。。一切看不清的，已被眼泪洗清了。。

*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*

想一想，看一看。。。

你拥有的是什么，知足常乐。。。

笑一笑，学小孩们的单纯快乐并不是闹别拗。。。

懂了吗？宝贝们。。

fullhouse

he is back...

yesterday, we went 'sing k', just me & him...argued again...haih...why?..i should appreciate...when you are beside me....but then, still have a happy ending with him, summore is the every first time we both went to 'sing k'...sweet enough for me...

then tonight, he came and pick me go 'fullhouse' for dinner, is good!! i like the feeling...i like your face when eating...thank you..thank you from coming back, thank you for be with me, thank you everything that you willing to do for me....

remember, every single word that i have told you..the message i have sent...those ..is the feeling in my heart...

chocolate cake with vanila ice cream.....delicious...

a hug, from me to you...hug tight please...

*make a wish*....just like mickey & minnie...stay last long......

欢乐假期

430 那天，并没有和我的他庆祝。。。反而和我的姐妹们一起去bangi吃海鲜。。哈哈。。。嗯。。看到你的眼泪。。看到你那么心痛，而我却没办法为你做什么，其实那一刻，我很想抱着你，陪着你哭，看到你那样子，我真的很心痛，可是我强忍了泪，递了面纸给你，拍拍你的背，因为我想用我的勇敢来启发你。。我懂那心痛。。痛进心的感觉，因为我曾经发梦到这种情结，而当时的我竟然从梦中痛醒，发梦都那么痛，何况真实的。。你是我最好的朋友，曾一起经历了很多事，我很想以前的感觉都跑回来。。我一直都在等。。我不想被你遗忘。。

0105。。劳动节。。待在家。。等到晚上8.00pm又和姐妹们吃晚餐。。谈了很多有的没的。。胡闹一翻，是开心的，但我懂你还在悲伤中，你要再加油！！！我还是会在旁默默地支持你。。
明天的我。。没有姐妹陪咯，因为她们都要回学院报名。。。>.<...我没事干。。。唉。。

凯丽，生日快乐噢。。。

很睏咯。。要睡了吗？嘻嘻。。。