this week~

week 3 of june

i feel this week passed superb fast ~

monday,

hang out with jiahui n xiengmei, went pyramid had dinner, and bought fw's birthday present, after that head to subang snowflakes, yum cha with eugene, jo , and damz, have a funny day i spent..by the way, eugene told me that, my ex's brother is getting married last week, oops, xiengmei's first puppy love..haha...

playing in fitting room..
the 1st pic i taken with eugene since i know him from now..omg
the group photo~hehe

tuesday,

work~then go home and rest, hehe, then i told dad n mom: i treat you both go taipeng for travel la, just enjoy la..wow..im so good.haha.but this is what im actually wish to do~hehe, i know dad n mom is happy with this.

wednesday,

went connaught pasar malam with brother, a awesome pasar malam, lotsa people, we purposely reached there around 7pm, then bought a lot makanan~haha, makes my bro suffer in take all those makanan~by the way, this night, jun is different, she going to be another jun on this day, im wondering, but as i know, she is smart n taking good care for herself, clever..muacxx...

thursday,

pasar malam again?

hehe..no lo..im went clubbing again at MOS..
but with my rother..uncle's n auntie's clubbing trip..
but this night is not fun enough..

no leng chai also...so bored..haiz..

riday,

finally, wahaha...

but this day im damn lazy to work..

i have to call up 100++ guest for the confirmation to attend APLT nect week,

please la, reply it la, dun need me call one by one mer..
haiz..then went to sis's house overnight..
recently every weekends i also spent at sis's house..

feel good at her place..

one of the product in my company~trial pack

addition:

im listening the song that jun posted on her blog..

the lyrics..omg..this is song, damn blue~~

makes me think of lotsa things..hehe..

but im ok...no hard feelings oo..a nice song actually

'xia yu tian' - lara (nan quan mama)

i dun wan a boyfriend

i dun need a boyfriend, i need real men..
i need someone who was really care n love me..
honestly, im not the person who say' i love you' easily..
im sensitive, i will think a lot only say this...
erm~~hehe..
but i do said it always to my lovely ji mui
because i do really love them a lots~~

as i know~
8ggals..
9 of us..4 is single~3 of them just broken up between april n june~
what i should say?
nothing....>.<
what can i do?
nothing...>.<
i just can try hard to spent my time with them..

jun,
you go clubbing really have to be careful..
i know i very long gas..
but i really really worry about you..

x-mei,
welcome back,
im glad that you doing so great without that piece of ".."

s-mei,
hmm...problem need to solve,
escape, is not a way to solve it,
if you really think this is a right decision..
i will support you..
and try to be chill..

hui,
a little hope~
i will acc you while you waiting,
2 years........

me?....
speechless..
not dare to say anything

kelly,
i wish you are really in happiness with him,

lian,
you are so mystery,
i cant really find out what you doing now,
haiz...

anne,
you are the most luckily girl,
chills...
and be happy being Mrs lucifer

suan,
when only marry?
fast fast laa..
postpone for so long adee,
wait until neck grow long liao la..>.<

maybe i dun need a boyfriend, but i need you guys,
my lovely jimuis..
I LOVE YOU!!!

princess in the club~

who is the princess?? for sure is Princess nixx..
yesterday was my 1st experience been to club, suprise?
invited by fw, her birthday is right at the corner, then she just wishing my gang to join her party, actually she have make a rules all guest have to wear white colour, but our gang~hehe.. never...just puposely broke the rules...
fw was so cute n nice yesterday, hehe..no bad laa...
i feel good while in this club~others..no comment..or maybe i have enjoyed the party as well?
actually while i walked into the club, i feel that im not one of the member here, im so~~~*speechless*....(just a feeling..haarrrrrrr? im in the club)...
all my friends was enjoying the music, shaking their body ..drinking~~
haha..i just like a stone stand at the corner n look at them~(at first)
then they bring me to the dance floor..im so paiseh to dance, i feel so stupid to shaking my body..haha....but then...when everyone forcing, guiding...haha...im started to dance *gosh*..

what i feel in the club~~'complicated'..if there have no guy's friend with me, i guess im in the risk..haha..luckily they have take care of me..(always under protected)

feel in the club:
yesterday i have accidently get forget by my friends, they went to wash room then back to dance floor, but then im waiting them at the table, IM ALONE there..
i looked down to the dance floor..
i felt~~im so lonely, even there have music, friends, joyful..
but..i cant feel anything..those noisy music become silent suddenly..
wow..how come?
then i asked them come back and bring me to dance floor again..
i wan escape from lonely~sad~bored~
then i just purposely DANCE !!!!

will have the next club?
the 1st n the last?
waiting~~~

雨天

今天的天气冷冷的。。
一早起床， 心情好沉重， 原以为是我太累。。
原来不是。。
我不懂该用什么样的情绪和你交谈。。
很想帮你解解你的心痛。。很想借你肩旁。。
虽然我懂。。我的手不大也不够温暖。。
可是。。我会尽全力去让你好好的。。
我真的很难过。。心紧紧地锁着。。
很难呼吸。。泪，像要流下来。。可是我不能。。。
到底是邱比特在搞怪， 还是孙无空在月老殿上捣蛋。。
令一段段恋情。。一一陷入困境？
想哭就大声哭。。
想他就尽情想。。
不要强迫自己。。
不想一个人。。可以找我。。
无论是什么时候。。我都愿意陪着你。。
只要你要求。。。
他，无法取代。。
让他常埋心中， 锁在回忆中。。。
我爱你们。。要你们快乐幸福。。。

half of 2009

tada..
today is 2rd of June 2009
and yet also the second day of my career's life...
let's we talk about my first day,
wake up pretty early and make up myself (no cosmetic)
blow my hair, changed my new clothes( bought it while shopping with him)...wear my high hell shoes (3 inch leh)
had my "mama's cooking" breakfast...*heart*
then my lovely brother force to wake up pretty early for pick his lovely younger sister to work (thank you la, promise will treat you eat after i get my salary)
no jammed? because of school holiday, so good......
ALLTECH BIOTECHNOLOGY
heard before? is a company that produce healthy feed for farm animal, like kentucky?hehe..this is a international company, HQ at US, but M'sia is just a small company only la, whole office not more then 10 person..hehe..kesian betul..
12.00pm have a sales meeting, first of all they may welcome ME to join the Asia Pacific Team... (clap handss)
hehe..then interviewed by all colleagues, asking question...answer...
after all, started the presentation by others, account?logistic? and events?..hehe..im taking minutes.*ganjiong*...guess what i have taken..-NOTHING- ..funny betul...fortunely my manager helping me to take it...
after 5.30..my boss Richard treat all of colleagues for dinner, at Sunway area BBQ Korean Food..tasty and nice...yummy!! very full lo...

and today...
no peoples here, all went to sales training ade...just 3 person here..hehe
that's why im so free to blog at here..haha
by the way. my laptop is getting sick...(viruses attact)..sad case...T.T
no photo to show up my OL looks...haha..be patient ya...will show someday...

tiredzz

i felt tired..on something...
i have try to do something and let myself feel better,
but then, i guess im failed, because...im feeling bad when it flash back..
the word is still remaining in my mind, i feel my heart is pain..
anywhere, i guess it was misunderstand between it..
i just wan to be happy..
if being alone is better..i will do..
i will really do..
hehe..i know..someone will said im -ve thinking again..
but is real..i assume being silent is much more better to voice out something,
that's really makes me hurt...i dun like to argue
i care everyone, everything...that was important to me..
honestly, im not really happy recently...
but nothing much i can do...
just try to be chill..
and find somewhere over the rainbow,
to get my wonderful world...
hehe....
lalala...
i still have someone who care me...
is already enough when i feel im not alone...

speechless

nothing much..
just feel sad with it...
already said i should keep my mouth shut..
this is what i have after voice out..
broke it...spoil it...
how long we have mantain?...
haha....whatever....
清风两袖，吊儿郎当最自由。。。
"honest"..this only what a real friend should be...
shii....silent after all...
dun meant to spoil it...