i can't find the words to say goodbye

cant say i dun love him
still i cant pretend
that my heart is torn just knowing that im losing my bstfren
if its easier to said n done
then someone tell me why
though i try
i cant find the word to say GOODBYE!
i could tell him that IM SORRY
hope he'll understand
he will have to do with someone else
all that we have planned
id rather him hear the trutg
than hurt him with a lie
so i tried
but i cant find the words to say GOODBYE

NOW i know i have to go
there no other way
but goodbye is not what i can bring myself to say

if i tell him ' see you later'
then i might be wrong
cause this voice inside is driving me to find where i belong
i know i must leave him now
but everytime i try
dunno why
but i cant find the words to say goodbye.....

=(