am i ok ?

i have keep ignore my feelings today
i dun wan to know im ok or not ..
just runaway....
but ...now ...
my heart is ache !
combo things happened...
thanks for giving me this such suck combo heartache set !

today ..090311 ..
happy birthday to "you" ...
all the best to you ...

有些事，不必说...
可是，有些事该怎么说？

what actually happening out there?
i guess...
everyone who care about will having the same feeling with me..
i dunno how to face this..
can anyone tell me? what is the truth?
who actually doing the right thing? me or you ?
i hate faker ! i hate that ppl wearing mask..
i hate that you have alot diff faces ~
i hate the way you talked n the things you do is diff !
why i feel like im the idiot doing all this while..
actually you got a plan in your mind?
this is what your blueprint...
i hate this !!! .....
again ..the wall is going up one layer again ...=(
i wish..im too much..i wish it does!

this is the process of life ..i know..
this is the way we grow up.. i know..
this is the new character for you? ...i dunno =(

所谓的改变，
就是你必须离开你已觉得习惯，舒适的环境，
重新适应你不习惯的东西和那陌生的环境。。
听起来很可怕？
对。。真得很可怕。。
你根本无法预计它什么时候会来。。
你必须用很大的勇气。。
去面对。。
无论哪过程有多残忍，多无法接受。。
尤其那眼神。。
我只觉得。。很心寒。。

人类的脑袋，真得很复杂。。
就慢慢适应这不变的定律。。