the question ..

the normal question by my friend...
'其实你还喜欢他吗？
oopss...i have been stund for a while..

i reply :
..i duno ! ...but if im not, then why i so scare about his bday?
why i wan to runaway and ignore the heart ...

she saids: true also ...but ..1++ yrs ade, is time to let go ...

me: yea..letting ...but not go yet =)

this question has make me blur, i have stund for a while to answer this, means? the feeling toward him is weaker ade? ....yet he still in my heart ...=)
his bday , i didn't call..msg..n greeting him in personally..
why?
because im a girl ..
i know..its sensitive if i sending msg to him this time...
am i right? i dun wish make things wrong or complicated...
i just wish you in my heart, its much more better xD

其实我只是惯性得忘记了我还爱着你。。

i told my friend..my heart ache..
i feel to cry...
and she says: lets the tear drop silently, but dun let ppl see
...i smile...and said ...just a feeling only ...
im not crying anymore...
im luckily ..because ...
i have someone in my heart
blast!